Saturday, May 15, 2004
yesterday was great! ha. my dear teammates celebrated for me early in the morning, after assembly. i thot i was going for a "softball meeting". thanks all u darlings for the cake, song, present, card n jus being the vj softballers.. N i cant believe i'm soOOo blur.. it was happening rite under my nose n i din notice anythng.. ha. pris, u're quite a gd actress. ha. managed to hide evrythng frm me the whole thurs nite. heh. n had a VeRy hEAvY n delicious lunch at Dan Ryans.. it lasted me the whole day tt i cld onlie haf desert during dinner at Olio Dome.. where i spent time with another bunch of darlings.. ha. thanx all of u for the company.. n the tiramisu.. n the song.. n of cos........ the presents.. er, neo, hanx n jias, don force me to bring tt bimbo pink bag to sch pls.. i promise i'll bring it out, but not to sch.. :P n thanx sin, ling n ping.. i really lURvE the stuff.. ;) heh. N thanx to evryone else who wished me n got me presents.. queen, cand, corde, ben, aly, lily, ming, ed, dacia, fe, germ, classmates n etc..... sorry if i missed u out.. doesnt mean i don appreciate it..
hmmm.... i'm glad the day passed by smoothly...
*hope u'll get well soon.......... pls....?
Thursday, May 13, 2004
told myself tt i shld b happy.. wodz the use of being down n depressed.. it all boils down to jus self-pity, ritez? but wat makes me think tt i can decide how i shld or shld not feel n tt i can control it by jus simply a turn of an invisible knob frm within, so tt the needle, frm "sad", now points to "happy". wait, its not tt simple.. wat abt the in-betweens... i was so naive as to believe tt i can feel wateva i wanna feel as long as i psycho myself into it.... wat an idiot. wodz happiness anyway. can anyone really have sustained happiness, especially with the insatiable appetite for more no matter how much u already have?
Sunday, May 09, 2004
the past week sucked.. ok, wodz new..... so, i guess the teachers hate us.. we're so FAnTaStIC tt they hate us.. no, they're so not judgemental nor biased nor anal nor over-reacting.. its jus uS.. we're the problem.. we're pricks. yes. wateva. jus wanna let this matter pass n continue leading my meaningless life. i've been minding my own business n will continue to.. so if u will, pls not disturb my very peAcEFul sch life.. i don exactly enjoy talking to Tan nor being known as part of the infamous fAnTAsTiC 4... i'll pull up my socks if i need to, so stop bothering me.... well. so i guess i have another niCe memory of vj tt i'll neva forget... thanx.
season's ended... welll.. having mixed feelings which i guess many wld b able to relate to.. so now i've got nothing to look forward to after sch.. but i guess i'll b able to find smthng else to replace those empty slots on my schedule.. but it'll neva b the same. i guess i wld definitely miss trg, miss crapping with the softballers, n jus hanging out together.. but those r definitely some sweet n valueable days tt i'm glad i once had.. ha. ok, fine.. i don think its tt bad.. we'll stilll see each other in sch.. heh. love yall! hmm.. on the other hand, i'll haf more time to do stuff tt i din have the time n energy to do while there were still trgs n tournament.. n i'll haf more time for my frenz n myself.. heh. BUT.........
sighz.. its time to catch up with my work n try to complete all the back-log tt have accumulated over the past weeks... blea~